Night night thought: Fun in the Sun

Something I always love about summer is the hot days at the beach. Once the sun comes out, I pretty live at the beach. I had a wonderful day at the beach.

There are some truly wonderful people in this world. When I was at the beach. I left my towel and flip flops on the sand. The tide was comming in but I thought my stuff would be ok. When I was swimming back to the shore, I noticed the tide was way in and my stuff was no where to be found. Then I saw my stuff on a log. So who ever pick up my stuff thank you. I really appreciate your thoughtfulness.

Also, will be putting up pics tomorrow of my awesome tie dying. 

Late night thoughts
The wondering of not knowing what happens in the future is exciting yet terrifying. The future is something unknown that holds the rest of our lives. If we keeping wanting to know, what the future holds then we can not live in the moment. That moment is right now. Live in the now and the rest falls into place, thats the beauty of life.
xoxo
Live in the moment!!

Late night thoughts
Today was a beautiful day the sun was shining. I am blessed with so many thin, yet something does not feel right. Do you ever feel like something missing in your life. The last few days, I feel as though I missing something in my life. I also have been wondering do I take risks or do I shy away from taking them. I feel like my life is incomplete in some way, but what is exactly incomplete in my life. I keep pondering these thoughts, wishing for some sort of answer. Is the answer right infront of me or do I have to search for the answer. All I want is a simply answer...
xoxo
sending my love out into the world

Late night thoughts


Its so strange how suddenly things change. Today, I found out my aunt and uncle are separating. Its weird to think that they could be getting a divorce. I am in totally shock that this is actually happening. I feel bad for my cousins. One of them just graduated. It must be so hard on him well on both of them. Its an exciting time to grad, now that will not even matter. It would change so much if they did divorce. I hope everything works out even if they have to separate. They are all wondeful people and I truly hope everything works out for the best. But I am really hopeing they can work it out.


xoxo


Anyone who has went or are going through your parents or family members getting a divorce my heart goes out to you!! My heart also goes out to my family who I love dearly.

Late night thought: Rainy day

I didn't have a chance to do my tie dying today, but thats alright. It was nice having a day relaxing and drinking a warm cup of hot chocolate and green tea. I love rainy days. Is it just me or does anyone also find the rain calming while you sleep.  

I also made a weekly fitness routne which I think will be perfect for me. 

For tomorrow my goal is to do 

50 jumping jacks 

20 alternating lunges

10 tuck jumps

20 squats 

60 sec high knees

10 jump squats 

10 burpees

60 jumping jacks 

20 sec mountain climbers 

25 push ups 

60 sec plank

30 sec side plank on both sides

xoxo 

hope you all had a wonderful day

Late nigth thought
I am so excited to tie dye and blench tomorrow and also doing some cutting of tshirts. I will post pics of my results!!
xoxo 
Hope you all have a wonderful day tomorrow 

As per usual here's more late night thoughts/story time


Sometimes, I wish that I never said "yes" in the first place, to my good guy friend when he asked me out. We were friends for two years before he asked. I always liked him. He was a really good friend to me. To be honest, I never thought he would ask me out. When I first met him , he was very welcoming and really out going, which I admired. At the time he had a girlfriend who was a very sweet girl they seemed so in love, I thought they would be together forever....

It was somewhere,in grade 11 when she broke up with him. The break up was hard on him and I new it would take along time for him to heal from the breakup. I think it was my senior year of high school, when I realized I had feelings for him, but I wasnt sure if they were feelings that wanted to be more then friends. I got the feeling he liked me for sometime. One day he asked me out I was floored,and not at all expecting for this to happen, but I did say yes. I should have seen this comming everyone else did!! I had so many thoughts running through my mind it was a bit overwheming. 


What I should have said was "I need time to think it through". Why didn't I tell him that. Such simple words but they never came out of my mouth. 


Too be continued...

I will tell you this I do not believe in living with regret. Things happen for a reason. All you can do is keep moving forward. Sometimes writing the past helps close old doors or open new ones. 


xoxo


Sending my love to those, who have been reading.